Hey everyone, first time poster, Long story short, I am applying to culinary school at the Texas Culinary Academy in Austin (an affiliate of Cordon Bleu) and am having a hard time figuring out how I am going to pay for all of this. I know I am more than qualified for scholarship opportunities, but every one I manage to find requires I be of some other race, from a different state, or something along those lines, OR ... be applying to CIA. All my financial aid contact does is ramble about how hard it is to find scholarships, without really helping, and then trying to force me into loans that won't even cover my entire cost of schooling, and would leave me and my family trying to figure out how to pay the remainder. So, can anyone out there give me some tips for scholarships/grant websites? I've checked most of the basic, and waited a month for the new James Beard one to be posted on their website only to find out I wasn't eligible for any part of it... Also, when it is time to repay any loans I do have, can anyone give me an estimate of how much I may have to pay back a month (from personal experience). The lady at TCA just says "it varies" and refuses to give me a ballpark low and high figure, which leaves me a bit worried. P.S. Before anyone mentions it, because I've seen it here before, I know what I am getting into with the cooking world. I have read nearly everything I can on the subject by Bourdain, Ruhlman, Dornenburg/Page, and am attempting to tackle McGee now, but that would could take a while. I also have been on the line at the busiest restaurant in the city for 4 months now, so I do at least have some experience in the field and know what I am getting into.