Great Job so far Malawry!  I have to wonder though if this is a good thing for me to read or not, seeing as I am starting school in a little over a month.  This makes me realize I really don't know a lot.  Everytime I read your entries I get more and more nervous, I try to think of a way to better prepare myself by seeing what you are going through and I have no idea how to!!    Anyways keep up the good job and good luck in the weeks to come. Chefchelle